do-san ga nokoshita atsui omoi, ka-san ga kureta ano manazashi

Sunday, August 31, 2008, 10:09 PM

YOU. ARE. SO. DEAD.

You are mince meat woman. You have no idea. You have absolutely no idea. After October 6th, you will not exist. I can see through you. I swear I can. And all I see now, are lies. You backstab me, you lie to me, you do THIS to me. Friends, huh. Well, I'll show you.

So now you thought you know me huh. Nobody knows me well enough to know what I can do. And now you've made me mad. So mad I don't care if you have innocent intentions or whatever shit you say. I don't want you anymore.

I'm going to change so much, you're going to wish you didn't do anything in the first place. You're going to wish you needed me. You're going to wish you told me everything in the first place. You are going to pay me back BIG TIME lady.

Because I am through with protecting you. Go get hurt for all I care. This time, you'll be hurting because of me. I'm through with the time when I said "How could you do this to me?" Cause now its your turn. If you thought I was just a bitch, you have absolutely no idea whats coming your way after October 6th.

I, on the other hand, know you. I know where to hit where it hurts. I know what to do and what to say to make it bad for you. I know exactly what to do. Anything to hurt you. You just wait. After October 6th, you're a goner bitch.

You need a warning sign. To say that underneath this innocent cover is a cunning person. You forced me to do this. All the lies, I forgave. All the ignoring, I understood. But thats it. There's a line that totally crosses this border. And you just crossed it. You're going down. After October 6th because you are so not worth me wasting my studying time now planning on revenge. Just you wait.

I'm going to look down on you. I'm going to rub it in your face so much, you can't see anything. You're going to cry. Starting from your family. And oh yes, I can get to them. Just you wait and see.

You betrayed me, backstabbed me, lied to me, whatever a good friend shouldn't have done, you did. Yeah, because thats what we are remember? GOOD FRIENDS??? I did all I could for you. And yet you couldn't do the same for me. I'm through with saying "Why?" too. Its your turn now.

YOU. ARE. SO. DEAD.