do-san ga nokoshita atsui omoi, ka-san ga kureta ano manazashi

Friday, August 15, 2008, 7:45 AM

THIS IS IT.

So this is it huh. All the times I was the cushion on the floor just to help you make it less hurtful for you. For you. All the times I was the advice booklet. Just to help you get through. For you. All the times I pushed you to do the right thing. For you.

And today you're really showed me all huh. Everything I ever did for you. For you. Now its like this. Why? Why don't you tell me? So I'm the scape goat now huh. So I'm the getaway plan. I'm an excuse. What a perfect reason to keep on living and breathing.

Even though I'm still so worried for you. And even though I still care. Even though I want to help you, to listen, you won't let me. So it all boils down to this:

WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER.