do-san ga nokoshita atsui omoi, ka-san ga kureta ano manazashi

Friday, August 22, 2008, 8:28 PM

AFRAID

Oh Gawd. I should be having a fever anytime now. I checked my temperature just now after drinking water (can you believe me actually drinking water). Slight fever. And I'm going to eat some chocolates later. I don't actually mind getting sick. Maybe it will help next week go extra fast. Maybe it will help me get my head off some other stuff. Maybe it will burn my brain so I can never go back to school again.

Gee, I might actually really want some of these stuff to happen to me.

And I'm dreading RCIY... Don't think there's any Music Ministry stuff cause Matthew didn't sms me. And I checked with Nicholas and he said no. But still...I'm starting to panic. A whole month without swimming and I actually thought when I go back it would be okay. Now I doubt my positive thinking. What was I thinking?

After RCIY its not as if it gets any better. Rush home, bathe, then rush to Mama House. I hate taking 130 on Saturdays. Full of Indians and Bhangras.Eat a nice warm meal prepared my Tukiyah then do my homework (Summary and A Maths homework). Thankfully all my cousins will be there and my aunt will be there to help me with my A Maths homework.

Sunday. I'll just go to 9am mass with my family then go home and finish whatever homework I still have and go sallow in my misery. The last day. I can't believe I managed to do the SL Project on my own. With some of Angie's help of course. (Thanks). Not going to help out with busking or selling stuff. Parents. End-Of-Years. You get the point.

And on Monday, I'm bloody hoping I fall sick already. There's no school on Tuesday so I suppose I will blog about how horrible and miserable I'm feeling. Why why why why why. Pissing me off. I hate this shit.