do-san ga nokoshita atsui omoi, ka-san ga kureta ano manazashi

Monday, June 23, 2008, 4:38 AM

job attachment and church camp

Job attachment at Vivo city was great. All the food, the foreigners, the people I was there with (Xing Jun, Cai Jiahua, ANGIE!!! You guys all rock!!!) And some shit lah start off work with an ulcer at the back of my throat. The employees there are... *changes to sarcastic tone*SO NICE. They are so nice until, I can't find anything to say about them man. The food there is the best. Carls Junior beef chili cheese fries. Hmm...

Church camp was from the last day of my job attachment till yesterday. It was great fun and literally sleeping with Pearlyn was lots of fun. And our group (2) actually won all the games we played which was like, cool because I never enjoyed losing in the first place. Especially when you see those forfeits. Anyone who would like extra information about the camp can go to anyone's blog. Everyone who went is posting about it thats the reason why I'm not.

You think you're so great. You think you're so hot stuff huh. You think you are so mature. You think you know everything. You think we dont know anything. You think we are climbing over your heads. Well then, you're so full of shit. You think you're so good. You think that you're the busiest person on Earth. You think you are oh so poor thing huh. You think that you have the right to bully us. You think the World revolves around you and you alone. You think your voice is the loudest. You think only you deserve to shout. Well I'm going to shout in your face the next time I see you. You hypocrite. There are only so many bad words I am willing to drag out of my dictionary for you. You are worth this though. Be grateful I am actually posting for you. Because you arent worth the time at all.

Hiding a dagger behind a smile. What truth do I see in that Chinese proverb now.

All you freaks who were in my conversation with Pearlyn, get away from me. Push the blame on us huh? You think we are pushovers? Well you thought wrong. Cause no one, and I repeat for the courtesy of your small beady eyes/specs, can push us around anymore. Nobody can push me, Samantha Katherine Chia Ming Qi around. No one.

I am incredibly self-opinionated and I happen to think a lot. I am judgmental and lets just say you have just been judged. For being so self-centered, so big-mouth, and so full of shit. And when I thought about you, lets just say I have had enough. Not only are you a bad influence, you dont seem to be able to be good at anything. We quit. Its only that matter of time that I can tolerate you anymore.

Isnt this supposed to be about doing good? All that talk about no betrayal, stay truthful and honest to the Lord. Look at yourself. Why dont you correct me but I believe there was this quote about "practicing what you preach"? Shout then you clump. I cant hear you anymore. My parents are covering my ears from now on. Mothers do know best. Thank you mummy for what you are going to do for me. Thanks for standing up for me and doing my dirty work.

Those people who dont know what I am talking about, ask me. If you are the person I am talking about, simple. I will personally tell you at length what I think is wrong with you.